09.25.13 AYOS TO

AYOS TO

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092513

14:06

I used to stare when you pass by

Now I would gander every corner but your eye

I used to delight that sweet smile

Now I tremble with anger that lingers for quite a while

I used to stiffen when I’d feel your breathing

Now I shudder remembering that awkward feeling

I used to wait for the time for both of us to be alone

Now I’d rather go anywhere on my own

I used to love the mere sitting next to you

Now I despise getting any closer than a meter or two

I used to give in to that captivating sensation       

Now I avoided every opportunity because I still have a reputation